HaPPy FaTHers' Day

It was Fathers' day yesterday..but (luckily?) I had so much work to do..final exams n all...was walking with a friend when she mentioned she had to call her dad..wish him happy Fathers' day..I knew she instantly regretted saying that..so d topic changed...but it still stayed on my mind...I wouldn't have to call anybody today..I miss him sooo..could actually enact how the conversation would have gone: "Hello, daddy goodafternoon..."ah...my mother!, Ovilaria!  how r u?.."Im fine daddy..Happy Fathers' day".." thank you my daughter...so how is school..when are you finishing your exams?...."..then we would go on to discuss frivolities for d next 2mins...But I couldn't let these thoughts find a home..not today..got exams to deal with...So I just let work swallow me up...(Let's hope there's something to help with dat next yr *fingers crossed*)...However, work had to let up..I had to face this...recognize this new feeling..but it isn't all nice...Think this is more about the 'absence' than of the absence of a father for I do have a Father...I need to always remember that..Happy Fathers' Day Father Lord *winks*

The first 31days without...

they say time heals all wounds...maybe it does afterall...i like to see it as God's soothing balm...the 13th of May 2011 is a date I am never to forget...It's been one month...one unforgettable month...new perspectives, great changes(or changes considered)..it still seems like a dream...there still are so may questions hanging...more ..decisions to make..like what to do with his number on my fone...or how to answer when an old friend asks "howz ur dad?"...*sighs*..However my hope grows each day as i see HIS love, faithfulness, guidance shown in every...So i don't have to have answers now, or know wot to do with everything...just face what's right in front of me..n trust Him to handle how d rest come...